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Good morning lol, got that breaking bad mexico filter over here

Hi hi~ You know, for the HRT giveaway I currently have 1 out of the 3 winners picked. However, I'm wondering by the fact you spoiled me a bit, and answered "I'm clueless about how HRT works", if what you actually need is guidance for long term feminization and HRT. Not, a 1 month giveway MarineSip

10:46 AM

I have a resource list that can help you~

So I know really little, I have a few trans friends also they're all assholes who think I'm an egg (bitches called me an omelette as an insult one time

) but I know a little bit in terms of antiandrogens such as bica and pills / jells like Estradiol

10:54 AM

The main reason I hoped to really win the giveaway was I just moved, moving is expensive and ngl this could be a good jumpstart on a positive change for me

10:54 AM

But yeah I'll totally take a resource list

10:57 AM

If you try and contact me btw, I work second shift so it might be tricky lol

It's a big list, so it can be overwhelming, but it's a lot worth reading JibrilWink

Okay, I'll take a look

https://www.plannedparenthood.org/get-care/our-services/transgender-hormone-therapy Planned Parenthood offers HRT services. Even if you travel far, they can prescribe to a pharmacy of your choice https://getplume.co/ Option for those who prefer ordering online https://folxhealth.com/ Another option for ordering online https://hrt.coffee/ List of HRT suppliers and their payment information https://otkph.com/ Crypto alternative for anime cuties. Read their homepage and shipping page information before ordering (may take a month to arrive) Doctor/Specialist Another option is to consult a doctor. They will likely refer you to a "specialist". A viable option depending on where you live but may take multiple appointments https://diyhrt.market/ Community-driven project that provides accurate and up-to-date information for transgender DIY and the sourcing of hormones https://diyhrt.wiki/ DIY resource page https://www.reddit.com/r/TransDIY/wiki/index/ I don't reddit, but I've been told this is also a helpful resource for those interested in DIY

Hrt coffee I do know about actually, they seem pretty good from what I hear

There are many options for online ordering, no matter where you live or the payment method. Some cheaper ones too. Different routes (injection/pills/gels/etc.) for taking HRT and anti-androgens as well

11:02 AM

I've sent many cuties to otkph for both pills and injections RoseSmuggest

Interesting

11:06 AM

Anywhere you'd recommend? Let me check out otkph

11:11 AM

Kinda like how hrt coffee is set up, otkph seems out of stock of a lot of stuff

11:12 AM

Also want to see our cat, she chilling rn

Celestia

There are many options for online ordering, no matter where you live or the payment method. Some cheaper ones too. Different routes (injection/pills/gels/etc.) for taking HRT and anti-androgens as well

The different options for delivery are good, living in Ohio of all places doesn't make this easy

11:17 AM

Speaking of that, that's high key my biggest concern, being more to my true self is great and all but kinda don't want to get hate crimed in the middle of pride month while working a warehouse job

11:18 AM

Any ideas of the cuff to help with that? My gf and roommate are not a problems, hell, my roommate is probably an

too

It's called boymoding, you don't have to tell people you're trans, you just slowly work your way towards your goals until eventually you're comfy being public about it (edited)

11:21 AM

Okay fair enough

and I think otkph is fine right now, but sometimes you have to send an email if order receipt declines

Okay

I can go over other stores as well if you don't use crypto

11:25 AM

and the amounts I recommend taking

11:25 AM

I need to nap for kino club though JibrilWink

Sure! Feel free to go over that and I'll read/respond when I can, what's kino club?

Also I know I really don't look it, but I look alot better when I shave and etc, I have some nice pictures if you're curious!

Blue_Sheep

Also want to see our cat, she chilling rn

12:27 PM

:3

Blue_Sheep

Also I know I really don't look it, but I look alot better when I shave and etc, I have some nice pictures if you're curious!

Cuz rn I'm pretty ugly, been working alot

Anyway I work 3 to 11, so I'm off soon :3

Cute cat

Transitioning is all about slow and steady progress. This includes HRT

Ty! Her name is Ophie, and I figured that much, it's not going to happen overnight but I'm curious how things will look even by new years or something

usually you see good progress by 2 years, but you'll want to work on body goals, hygine, and makeup/fashion as well

Sorry, i was driving home

im back :3

Celestia

usually you see good progress by 2 years, but you'll want to work on body goals, hygine, and makeup/fashion as well

fair enough, can't rush good wor

11:57 PM

work

btw, Kino Club is an online watch party hosted in the "Blacked x Waifus" server every firday night. Usually anime but sometimes random movies

ohh, i see

Anyone is free to join, but yeah, I'm enjoying that atm JibrilWink

nice lol :3

Celestia

btw, Kino Club is an online watch party hosted in the "Blacked x Waifus" server every firday night. Usually anime but sometimes random movies

i could've sworn i was in that discord

12:10 AM

ohh, im just in a lot of blacked servers, but not that one

12:10 AM

my b

Were you interested? I'm not active in that server because I actually got banned from it AkaliLaugh

12:14 AM

I just go once a week for kino

a little lmao :3

https://discord.gg/nvmpKCqF

12:15 AM

If you want to view Kino Club you must select the "Watch Party" role

12:15 AM

oki

12:22 AM

i got in : D

Lite Aces is an anagram for Celestia RoseSmuggest

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lol how naughty

Celestia

Cute cat

Transitioning is all about slow and steady progress. This includes HRT

anyway, as you were saying? you mentioned something about dosage?

Ah, okay~ If you're going to do pills I suggest Estradiol 2mg. Taken sublingually every 12 hours (twice daily)

1:04 AM

Along with an anti-androgen

okay, fair enough, things i should expect early on with Estradiol?

You won't see fast results, but you the major changes is dryer/smoother skin. Body hair and facial lighter/thinning (it will can also grow slower). Head hair can also change but HRT encourages head hair growth (anti-balding tech JibrilWink

). Body fat redistribution, you will get more fat in your hips, thighs, and breasts (less in your waist). Breast growth/devolopment, booba get bigger and nipples becomes sensitive, it is normal for you to lactate but usually the liquid will be clear. Penis and balls shrinking in size (overall size, girth, and somestimes even length). It is somewhat preventable longterm if you force yourself to get regular erections. Possible libido drop (usually after 6 or 8 months) so you might find yourself less horny

1:10 AM

There is also fat changes for face which can help in appearance

my pp girth already kinda low key hurts my gf so ngl none of this sounds bad

1:11 AM

i kinda really think id look nice

1:11 AM

with

1:12 AM

some perky little sensitive boobs :3

1:17 AM

so if you'd like, i can show you what i look like without facial hair (aka 100 percent better :3) aka why i got called a god damned omelette, up to you tho

Celestia

You won't see fast results, but you the major changes is dryer/smoother skin. Body hair and facial lighter/thinning (it will can also grow slower). Head hair can also change but HRT encourages head hair growth (anti-balding tech JibrilWink

). Body fat redistribution, you will get more fat in your hips, thighs, and breasts (less in your waist). Breast growth/devolopment, booba get bigger and nipples becomes sensitive, it is normal for you to lactate but usually the liquid will be clear. Penis and balls shrinking in size (overall size, girth, and somestimes even length). It is somewhat preventable longterm if you force yourself to get regular erections. Possible libido drop (usually after 6 or 8 months) so you might find yourself less horny

anyway, i think ill take a closer look and see if i can't place an order tonight

Blue_Sheep

so if you'd like, i can show you what i look like without facial hair (aka 100 percent better :3) aka why i got called a god damned omelette, up to you tho

if you wish smug

oki :3

1:34 AM

stuff like this is why i get called an egg lmao

anyway there you go :3

2:07 AM

imma go to bed

Celestia

Along with an anti-androgen

do you have one you recommend? i've heard about Bicalutamide, mostly good things lol

2:28 AM

damn, 2mg Estradiol is out of stock on https://otkph.com/product/estradiol-oral/

admin

Estradiol oral

2:29 AM

rip

Anyway I hope those pics of me give you a better picture of where I'm starting from :3

I gtg in for overtime ( been kind of a perv and have been sending a lot ) ill ttyl :3

2:40 PM

Heres 15 for all the help you've given so far, ty :3

Also I didn't know that snowpuppy was a term till I joined that server lol

Blue_Sheep

stuff like this is why i get called an egg lmao

Honestly yeah, I can see it. Given enough time RoseSmuggest

Blue_Sheep

Heres 15 for all the help you've given so far, ty :3

Cute~

10:08 PM

I guess otokonoko really is out of stock for estrogen pills. Remind me so I don't have to open the form on my phone, what country do you live in again? (edited)

Hii, sorry im off work now, I'm from USA, specifically the cursed land known as Ohio lmao.

I made it home :3

Celestia

I guess otokonoko really is out of stock for estrogen pills. Remind me so I don't have to open the form on my phone, what country do you live in again? (edited)

Why do you ask?

Also, I felt you should know, since meeting you I've experimented with seeing if I can get off from just hitting my balls... Turns out I very much can lol

I didn't realize I was that much of a masochist

, anyway I'm going to sleep, it's pushing 2am over here lol

Blue_Sheep

Why do you ask?

I asked because I because if you don't mind going in person there are informed consent clinics as well as Planned Parenthood. Online plume and folx are also only available in the USA. So you have a lot more options JibrilWink

Blue_Sheep

I didn't realize I was that much of a masochist

, anyway I'm going to sleep, it's pushing 2am over here lol

Celestia

I asked because I because if you don't mind going in person there are informed consent clinics as well as Planned Parenthood. Online plume and folx are also only available in the USA. So you have a lot more options JibrilWink

Hm, I'll take a look at plume and folx and see if they work

8:54 AM

Plume seems a bit pricy but would work

I did it, I actually signed up, I got a telephone appointment Wednesday and a prescription

9:34 AM

Via Folx

9:34 AM

9:36 AM

Tada

lol

Anyway I gtg to work, more overtime :x

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Im thinking of buying some more fem stuff (obviously) to celebrate the first step of hrt, any recommendations? Most I got rn are a few cotton panties and a bra

I should actually get a better dildo or something, the one I got rn is kinda mid

I've tried chastity cages but I find my issue is that in kinda big

11:06 PM

Which is not the problem I expected to have

11:06 PM

Not that I'm against them,

i do want one that actually fits ffs

I'm glad Im starting hrt, idk if I'm a woman but I'm obviously not a man, what kind of man edges with only two fingers in less than a min?

10:17 AM

There are a lot of cute things you can buy online. Even the most basic places like Amazon have skirts you can buy (edited)

Heres what I got so far ordered

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07BRBSVK4/ref=ppx_od_dt_b_asin_title_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

Taylors of Harrogate Organic Peppermint Herbal Tea, 50 Count

Taylors of Harrogate Organic Peppermint Herbal Tea, 50 Teabags

10:28 AM

peppermint tea, natural source of estrogen :3

10:28 AM

my electric razor broke and doing it by hand is annoying... so got another one lol

10:29 AM

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B083JCXPY1/ref=ppx_od_dt_b_asin_title_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

Philips Norelco Shaver 3800, Rechargeable Wet & Dry Shaver with Pop...

Philips Norelco Shaver 3800 gives you a comfortable, refreshing shave with wet or dry use. 5D Pivot & Flex heads, ComfortCut blade system, and full washability help ensure a smooth, skin-friendly result.

10:29 AM

and for the clothes

10:29 AM

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B078KQKJ35/ref=ppx_od_dt_b_asin_title_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

Aneco 4 Pairs Over Knee High Stripe Socks Stripe Thigh High Socks C...

Specifications: Color: orange and black stripes, purple and black stripes, red and black stripes, fluorescent green and black stripes Quantity: 4 pairs Material: Polyester Size: The toe to the heel is about 18 cm long, the length from the sock top to the heel is about 46 cm, and the maximum circ...

10:29 AM

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B08QTMVC45/ref=ppx_od_dt_b_asin_title_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

Bellady 3 Pairs Striped Arm Warmers Fingerless Gloves for Women

10:29 AM

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B097DPT44C/ref=ppx_od_dt_b_asin_title_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

10 Pieces Kawaii Mask Anime Face Mouth Mask Cute Mouth Covering Reu...

Features: The cute masks can protect you from dust, wind, etc., which can be applied as useful gifts for someone you care about. The width of the mask is large enough to cover your nose, mouth and face, providing you with a good protection when going outside. Specifications: Material: fabric clo...

10:29 AM

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07DPTCP7Z/ref=ppx_od_dt_b_asin_title_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

Joyralcos Japanese Striped Panties Bikini Cotton Anime Blue Pink Co...

Sexy anime cosplay bikini underwear japanese panties. Very cute and stylish blue & pink style. No matter the classic 2 pack or strings,even the thong style,you can easy to handle in your daily life.Must have one.

10:30 AM

and

10:30 AM

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B09QSJ6NY4/ref=ppx_od_dt_b_asin_title_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

RHYFF Womens Underwear Cotton Bikini Panties Lace Soft Hipster Pant...

RHYFF aims at making the most comfortable cotton underwear for women,provide the best balance between beauty and ease. Slip them on, then forget all about them. The first thing you put on every day should be comfortable. Rhyff womens underwear with high quality soft cotton meticulously woven and ...

10:30 AM

more cotton panties :3

10:30 AM

damn it, i got the dark instead of the light ones, the light ones are cuter

this btw?

11:04 AM

https://twitter.com/MommyIzzy69/status/1665072105954721793

Mommy Isabella (@MommyIzzy69)

Come on gooner~ Wrap yoour lips around her girlcock and suck it #nsfwtwt #nsfw #horny #gooning #goon #goonette #gooner #trans #girlcock

11:04 AM

ngl looking like this is my goal

Idk, I think looking like her is a very achievable goal :3

Honestly, if that's your goal build hell yeah JibrilWink

12:26 PM

thicc girl build

12:27 PM

Socks, armwarmers, masks, and panties are great! Bras are tricky

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12:27 PM

if you want simple skirts look up urban coco but there are alots of good skirts on amazon that have patterns as well

Okayyy

I think you made a good list

I'm already a bit thick, I've been losing weight for a couple of weeks now, the estrogen should help... Shape me better

Mhmm!~

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Ngl I want to see if I can't sell some nudes once I get some stuff, or at least try lmaooo. Don't worry, you're kinda sponsoring me in a way so you'll of course get anything I get :3

Celestia

I think you made a good list

I also got my self a less crappy dildo, old one really wasn't doing it for me.

Celestia

I think you made a good list

Thank you : D

Celestia

if you want simple skirts look up urban coco but there are alots of good skirts on amazon that have patterns as well

Some simple skirts would look nice I think

Blue_Sheep

Ngl I want to see if I can't sell some nudes once I get some stuff, or at least try lmaooo. Don't worry, you're kinda sponsoring me in a way so you'll of course get anything I get :3

Or at least something of the sort

Okayyy I gtg to work I'll ttyl

Blue_Sheep

Ngl I want to see if I can't sell some nudes once I get some stuff, or at least try lmaooo. Don't worry, you're kinda sponsoring me in a way so you'll of course get anything I get :3

Hmm? Is that so? Haha~

4:02 PM

would be cute if you reach your goals and are able to whore yourself out~

That's lowkey what I'm hoping you can also help me with lmaooo

If price isn't an issue I can link you some good BBC toys. General tip though, unless you plan on just using it as a photo prop or for busting your little girl balls, you should get a BBC dildo that is safe for internal use

silicone is great

Please do! And yes very much need one for "internal" use

There was one on amazon that was internal use safe but I can't seem to find it anymore. It didn't have much girth but was a good starter for a BBC dildo

3:13 PM

you would probably want to find a silicone buttplug to help you if you're gonna do anal~

3:13 PM

https://www.mrhankeystoys.com/realistic

3:14 PM

Hankey's Toys are great and you can change the color of most toys. There is also an option to add a custom color to any toy that doesn't like the color you want (Black/brown) for an extra cost

Give me a little bit, I got all my cute clothes! I am going to try and borrow my gf's ring lift and do some pictures :3

Celestia

Hankey's Toys are great and you can change the color of most toys. There is also an option to add a custom color to any toy that doesn't like the color you want (Black/brown) for an extra cost

Ngl, so full honesty? My gf is brown and I kinda want to get one with her skin tone

Blue_Sheep

Give me a little bit, I got all my cute clothes! I am going to try and borrow my gf's ring lift and do some pictures :3

I've been working crazy hours so it's hard to find the time but don't worry, and besides I'm excited to try them out!

Blue_Sheep

Ngl, so full honesty? My gf is brown and I kinda want to get one with her skin tone

Blue_Sheep

I've been working crazy hours so it's hard to find the time but don't worry, and besides I'm excited to try them out!

Just do you best to make it look cute for me~

Guess what came in the mail

4:47 PM

Here, I'll let you take a look, I got a notification that they've been delivered

Oh?~

11:49 AM

HRT tribute for mommy's twitter? RoseSmuggest

Sure! You just want a photo of the bottles or the bottles with your twitter?

Both~

5:49 PM

If you can do that, would be cute JibrilWink

Blue_Sheep

Sure! You just want a photo of the bottles or the bottles with your twitter?

okay, sorry, been busy with work, heres these

2:17 PM

2:18 PM

hope that works : D

2:19 PM

the blur is a bit shit but it worsk

2:19 PM

works*

anyway i gtg to work now. hope this works

11:53 PM

Very cute, glad you pills came in

11:53 PM